Nanna Banana holding daddy's hand

Nanna Banana holding daddy's hand
Nanna Banana holding daddy's hand

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Jar of Hearts

I was sitting, well, OK, driving, (bought the van, we poor now. we just all pile in and pretend to go somewhere!  ;)   ) Anyhow, excuse my digression.
It was a nice sunshiny day and the radio was a blasting and we were all singing along, although only one of us can really sing with any sort of pitch at all.
Suddenly the song jar of hearts comes on. 7 asks me to turn it up and tells me it is his favorite song. So I do. I had always kind of laughed at the song, mostly because Nanna Banana sings it with her goofy little speech something that sounds like "Joy of Hoyts" as we ride in the Coy. So I really hadn't really given the song much thought other than it was about a jilted lover.
But
When this particular 7 year old, from the life he came from was singing it, it had a whole new meaning. Now I can't listen to it without breaking into tears.
Jar of Hearts, Christina Perri
No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

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